My Favourite Song by In Team..

InTeam - Setanggi Syurga

percaya kata janjimu
kerna ku yakin apa digenggammu
keharuman setanggi syurga
bukan kilauan sebilah belati

tersiksa jiwa merindu
baga terkurung dibasah tengkujuh
kewangian aroma bunga
tak menggugah keteguhan iman

cinta tak pernah terbongkar dan terlebur
pada redup renung mata yang menipu
tuntas ku mendaki puncak cinta teragung
izinkan aku melafazkan kata
bicara hati yang mudah diterjemah
betapa aku gerun pada teduh
untuk bernaung kerna awan itu rapuh

bahagia buat mereka yang bertemu cinta yang teguh
yang membawa ke syurga hakiki dan abadi

cinta tak pernah terbongkar dan terlebur
pada redup renung mata yang menipu
tuntas ku mendaki puncak cinta teragung
izinkan aku melafazkan kata
bicara hati yang mudah diterjemah
betapa aku gerun pada teduh
untuk bernaung

dendam tak marak menyala dan membakar
oleh putih salju yang berguguran
kerna dosa itu lebih hitam dan kelam

ku anyam rindu menjadi hamparan
kerna ku pasti adanya pertemuan
disana nanti bukti cinta suci dilafazkan
tak bertemu pengucapan

percaya kata janjimu
kerna ku yakin apa digenggammu
keharuman setanggi syurga
bukan kilauan sebilah belati

The Guy....

The guy…

The guy who loves you , if he can’t always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.

The guy, who loves you, can’t tell you the reason
why he loves you. he only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint
if you didn’t reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
Only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even its accidentally
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don’t want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won’t carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask
you ” why are you becoming
that thin within two days?”
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don’t know that whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

The guy who loves you,
always call you little kid,
but every time he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don’t like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the
bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarreling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who’s wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you
with ” baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it yourself.”

The guy who loves you,
while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn’t matter, because in his heart,
those are roses.

Some Information...

three questions..

There was a young man who went overseas to study for quite a long time. When he returned, he asked his parents to find him a religious scholar or any expert who could answer his 3 questions. Finally, his parents were able to find a Muslim scholar.

Young man:who are you? Can you answer my questions?

Scholar:I’m one of Allah S.W.T’s slaves are InsyaAllah (God willing), i will be able to answer your questions.

Young man:Are you sure? A lot of Professor and experts were not able to answer my questions.

Scholar:I will try my best, with the help of Allah S.W.T.

Young man:I have 3 questions.

1)does God exist? If so, show me His shape.

2)What is Takdir (fate)?

3)If Shaitan (Devil) create from the fire, why at the end he will be thrown to hell that also created from fire. It certainty will not hurt him at all, since Syaitan and the hell were created from fire. Dod God not think of it this far?

Suddenly, the scholar slapped the young man’s face very hard.

Young man(feeling pain):Why do you get angry at me?

Scholar:I’m not angry. The slap is my answer to your 3 questions.

Young man:I really dont’t understand.

Scholar:How do you feel after i slapped you?

Young man:Of course, I felt the pain.

Scholar:So do you believe that pain exist?

Young man:Yes!

Scholar:Show me the shaped of the pain!

Young man:I cannot.

Scholar:That’s my first answer. All of us feel God’s existence without being able to see His shape.

Scholar:Last night, did you dream that you will be slaped with me?

Young man:No.

Scholar:Did you ever think that you will get a slap from me, today?

Young man:No.

Scholar:That is Takdir(fate)

Scholar:My hand that i use to slape you, what is it created from?

Young man:It’s created from skin.

Scholar:How about your face, what is it created from?

Young man:Skin.

Scholar:How do you feel after i slapped you?

Young man:In pain.

Scholar:Even thought Syaitan and also the hell were created from the fire, if Allah (God willing), the hell will become a very painful place for Syaitan9Devil)

SUBHANALLAH…

Subhanallah...sejernih embun pagi.

Indahnya cinta Illahi…


* Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu
* Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuhkan hati seseorang yang hatinya tetaut padaMu, agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu
* Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMu
* Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui Syahid di jalanMu
* Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat disepertiga malam terakhirMu
* Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu, jangan biarkan aku tetatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu
* Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu ABADI hanya kepdaMu…Amin…

From Man Heart...

From man Heart...

Jika kamu mencintai seseorang, kamu akan sentiasa mendoakannya walaupun dia tidak berada di sisi kamu. Tuhan memberikan kamu DUA KAKI untuk berjalan, DUA TANGAN untuk memegang, DUA TELINGA untuk mendengar dan DUA MATA untuk melihat. Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan SEKEPING HATI kepada kamu? Kerana Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati kepada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya. Itulah cinta…

Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi, jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.


Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian serta keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.


Jangan simpan kata-kata cinta kepada orang yang tersayang hingga dia meninggal dunia dan akhirnya kamu terpaksa mencatatkan kata-kata cinta itu di pusaranya. Ucapkan kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan di benak kamu itu sekarang selagi ada hayatnya.

Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kamu bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat. Kamu harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas kurniaan tersebut.

Cinta dapat mengubah yang pahit menjadi manis, debu mnjadi emas, keruh menjadi bening, sakit menjadi sembuh, penjara menjadi telaga, derita menjadi nikmat dan kemarahan menjadi rahmat.


Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintai kamu, tetapi lebih menyakitkan apabila mencintai seseorang dan kamu tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk menyatakan cinta itu kepadanya.




Seandainya kamu ingin mencintai atau memiliki hati seseorang, ibaratkanlah seperti menyunting sekuntum mawar merah. Kadangkala kamu mencium harum mawar tersebut, tetapi ada kalanya kamu merasakan bisa duri mawar itu menusuk jari.

Kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati, sehingga kamu kehilangannya. Pada saat itu, tiada guna penyesalan kerana perginya tanpa berkata lagi. Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi, sekiranya kamu benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati.

Hati-hati dengan cinta, kerana cinta juga dapat membuat orang sihat menjadi sakit, orang gemuk menjadi kurus, orang normal menjadi gila, orang kaya menjadi miskin, raja menjadi hamba, jika cintanya itu disambut oleh para PENCINTA PALSU! Kemungkinan apa yang kamu sayangi atau cintai tersimpan keburukan di dalamnya dan kemungkinan apa yang kamu benci tersimpan kebaikan di dalamnya.

Lemparkan seorang yang bahagia dalam bercinta ke dalam laut, pasti dia akan membawa seekor ikan. Lemparkan pula seorang yang gagal dalam bercinta ke dalam gudang roti, pasti dia akan mati kelaparan!

Siapapun pandai menghayati cinta, tapi tak seorangpun pandai menilai cinta kerana cinta bukanlah suatu objek yang dapat dilihat oleh mata kasar, sebaliknya cinta hanya dapat dirasakan melalui hati dan perasaan.

Cinta sebenarnya adalah membiarkan orang yang kamu cintai menjadi dirinya sendiri dan tidak merubahnya menjadi gambaran yang kamu inginkan. Jika tidak, kamu hanya mencintai pantulan diri sendiri yang kamu temukan di dalam dirinya.

Kamu tidak akan pernah tahu bila kamu akan jatuh cinta. Namun apabila sampai saatnya, raihlah dengan kedua tangan dan jangan biarkan dia pergi dengan sejuta rasa tanda tanya di hatinya.

Cinta bukanlah kata murah dan lumrah dituturkan dari mulut ke mulut tetapi cinta adalah anugerah Tuhan yang indah dan suci jika manusia dapat menilai kesuciannya. Bercinta memang mudah, untuk dicintai juga memang mudah. Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kamu cintai itulah yang sukar diperoleh.

Cinta dapat membuat kamu bahagia tapi sering juga mengundang sedih. Tetapi cinta hanya akan berharga jika diberikan kepada seseorang yang menghargainya. Jadi, jangan terburu-buru dan pilih yang terbaik.

Kesedihan dan kerinduan hanya terasa selama yang kamu inginkan dan melukakan sedalam yang kamu izinkan. Yang berat bukan bagaimana caranya menanggung kesedihan dan kerinduan itu, tapi bagaimana belajar darinya.


Cinta adalah semangat, cinta adalah kepercayaan, cinta adalah tenaga yang tak dapat dimusnahkan… ia hanya boleh berubah bentuk.


[ Cinta adalah keabadian dan kenangan; yang merupakan hal terindah yang pernah dimiliki. ]

Special For Woman... Kerana Kau Wanita..

Dari hati seorang sahabatku yang bernama lelaki...

KERANA KAU PEREMPUAN

kerana kau perempuan
hanya ada air mata
yang mungkin menjadi senjata
menepis dugaan dan godaan berganda
atau, mungkin hanya penambah lara
dan kau terpuruk dalam dunia tanpa makna
lalu, langkahmu mahu dihayun ke mana?

kerana kau perampuan
hanya ada sekeping hati
kini kosong walau dulu terisi
yang pernah jadi penyeri hidup setiap hari
namun dambaan hati entah ke mana pergi
retaknya sudah tak bercantum kembali
lalu, apa lagi yang kau nanti?

kerana kau perempuan
hanya meletak segunung mimpi
beralas selautan harapan tak bertepi
mimpi-mimpi sekadar bayangan sepi
harapan cuma berlalu tanpa janji terpatri
kau menangis lagi… kau teluka lagi
lalu, apa yang mahu kau cari?
kehangatan asmara berapi
atau, dakapan kekasih sejati…

kerana kau perempuan,
aku lelaki,
engkaukah rusukku yang kucari???

Again... Love Methodology...

For those my friend who still single and some methods also to me...

Love like a butterfly.. You catch, it's still fly.. But, when you just let's it fly over... it's near of you when u're not imagine it...Love can bring hapiness, but it's always hurting..but, that love will be meaningfull when u give to the right person..
So, please be patience, don't too emotional and choose the right for you.

For those my friend who not confident about MARRIED,...
Remember Love isn't process to find someone who perfect to become your partner, but..it's combine and find who meet your effort to become yourself more perfect with the completed by your partner..

For my fellow friends who is..
PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL…
Don't say "I Love You" when you haven't really love someone you meet.
Don't talk about heart feeling if you're not feel that..
Don't touch someone's life when you just want to play their feelings..
Don't stared at their eyes if you lie...
It's too bad is make someone fall in love with you, but you're never feels that and you don't want to face all their feelings at that time when it become worst..

To all my fellow friends who was tied by fiances,
It's not to measure how long is your meets, but... the chemistry and understanding when you're meets..

For those my Friends who was fail in Love,..
You're of course feels bitter, painful, and braked heart,
but, please try to cool down as long as you can, try to calm down and please make a treatment at your pain...eventhough it's too pain, but try to calm///
Reality, it's not about how to solved the pain, but what the learning inside all this your bad memorized.
It's must have their meaning inside all the problem...
Allah will test their servant by our ability..

For those my friend who never "FALL IN LOVE"...
How if fall in love : If you fall, let's take it but... don't allow you
too over with the love itself...please consistent..
Don't too nice until don't know how to take your part in the love..
Be ready to be hurted...and pain of the love..But please don't kept it alone
if you're too suffering..

For my Friend who want "Exploited"..
You feel frustrated when your love ones happy with other person,
But,...you must know your heart is too suffer when you know your love ones
isn't happy with you..So, please let it go..

To those who afraid to "SAY lOVE"
Love was hurted your feelings when you're clash with someone..
But it's too hurting when someone clashed with you..
The Love is really hurting too hard into your heart is when the someone you love
isn't know about your feelings...
It's too hurting you...actually.

For those my friend who still Kept Heart With Someone which was Left you over.
This is very sadness into your life when you meet someone and fall in love,
Then, you relize it's not your destiny..
and you have to weast your time with them whho not you one,
So, if now isn't suite with you,..even 10 years ahead, it still not suite with you..
Let it go..... Forget it!
Let your tears treat your heart!

For those who want to end their "Love season"
Please think all the memorized when you're together and please feel isn't you can find a better love like all you have now...Please appreciated it!..

Let's it cry if it's the best way to make you calm....

A moment to think...? Amazing.

AMAZING CALCULATION…
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay [...]

Some Love Principle...Western and Islamic..

Pujangga Berkata ;

if one day u feel like crying, call me,
i don't promise it i'll make u laugh but i can cry with u....
if one day u want to run away don't be afraid to call me
i don't promise to ask u to stop but i can be with u
if one day u don't want to listen to anyone
call me i promise to be there for u
and i promise to be very quiet
but if one day u call and there is no answered
come fast to me perhaps i need u.....

UNTUKMU MAWAR BERDURI..
Pergaulan dipagari,
Sifat malu pengikat diri,
Seindah hiasan di dunia ini.

Keayuan wanita solehah itu,
Tidak terletak pada kecantikan wajahnya,
Kemanisan wanita solehah,
Tidak terletak pada kemanjaannya.

Daya penarik wanita solehah itu,
Bukan pada kemanisan bicaranya
Yang mengoncang iman para muslimin,
Dan bukan pula terletak pada kebijaksanaannya
Bermain lidah memujuk rayu,
Bukan dan tidak sama sekali.

Kepetahan wanita solehah,
Bukan terletak pada barang kemas,
Atau perihal orang lain,
Tapi pada perjuangannya,
Meningkatkan martabat agama.

Nafsu mengatakan wanita cantik,
Dengan paras rupa yang indah,
Bak permata yang menyeri alam,
Akal mengatakan wanita cantik,
Atas kemajuan dan kekebalannya,
Dalam ilmu serta pandai dari segala aspek,
Hati menyatakan kecantikan wanita pada akhlaknya,
Itupun seandainya hati itu bersih untuk menilai.

Wahai wanita jangan dibangga dengan kecantikan luaran,
Kerna satu hari nanti ianya akan lapuk ditelan zaman,
Tetapi jaga dan peliharalah kecantikan dalaman,
Agar diri ini bersih dan sentiasa mendapat rahmat ilahi.

Wahai wanita jangan berbangga dengan ilmu duniawi,
Yang engkau kuasai,
Kerna ada lagi insan yang lebih berpengetahuan darimu.
Wahai wanita jangan berdukacita,
Atas kekurangan dirimu,
Kerna ada lagi insan yang lebih malang darimu,
Wahai wanita solehah jangan dirisau akan jodohmu,
Kerna muslimin itu tidak akan terpaut pada wanita,
Hanya kerana kecantikannya,
Bersyukurlah apa yang ada,
Serta berusaha demi keluarga, bangsa dan agama.
Salam perjuangan untuk sahabatku,
Wanita solehah.
”Wanita hiasan dunia, seindah hiasan adalah wanita solehah...."

Hmmm...? My housemate again. Something to learn...

Hmm... last sunday, I was cover to my housemate who is named K.Ema,... That day actually was the meaningfull day to her because she was meet her mother's in law at the weeding situations, which her brother's in law weedings last sunday.

I've learn something from that day...Hehe... she so nervous... She never been meet her mother's in law eventhough she's know her boyfriend many years ago, especially, she's so shy and too nervous.. And the funny things is, she need to act like a princess that day..eventhogh she's not that type of person. We thought all her's boyfriend relation, and friends besides the neighbour must focus on her... That the first time she come to her's boyfriend's house.

And...yes, absolutely, everybody was seeing at her..but, i was try to calm her with some laugh and make a joke for her...and she become okay gradually... after a bit nervous she informed me.. So, i just play my role to act like a experienced person, instead... i never face all that situation...

So, moral of the stories, be prepared to face all this things...

Saturday - 22 November 2008.

Hmm, again about myself.

Introduced myself as normal human being which have the ability and my own weakness. But, I will always try to improved and solved the weakness as I can.

Hmm, tonight... i feels so happy because other than i have an understanding housemate who is still studying at the same university with me as a full time students cources B.Hons Town and Regional Planning, but i also feels so peace with the surroundings here.. maybe the right town planning i thought(always talked about them)...

Oh, i try to prepare as good as can for my blog... Actually, I have dream to make my own blogs to keep all my stories to tell about, my ambition, my hobby, my activities, my dreams.... and Hopefully, it's will bring a lot of strenghness to my own life for bring towards to the future challanges..and the principle for my success.. This is the start of my life..

And ... I have remember to this song and if i'm not wrong this song is famous around 19996 when i was standard 6 which i sit an upsr at that time,... until now this is the popular song for the teacher nomarly to give the strenghness and supported to their students... ok, the song is like this.....

"Jika kau fikirkan kau boleh,
If you think you can do,
Kau hampir boleh melakukan,
You have near can do it,
Jika kau fikirkan ragu-ragu,
If you thought doubt,
Usahamu tidak menentu...
You have no result of the effort...
Jika kau fikirkan kekalahan,
If you think about loss,
Kau hampiri kegagalan,
You near of the failure,
Jika kau fikirkan kemenangan kau hampiri kejayaan..
If you thought about win, u near of the success...
Engkaulah apa kau fikirkan,
You're what you thought about,
Terkandung dalam pemikiran,
Inside of your thought,
Bertindak atas kemampuan,
Do action depends on your ability,
Fikirkan boleh.
Think you can do...
Percaya apa kau lakukan,
Believe at what u do,
Tabah apa kau usahakkan,
Be patience at what you have effort,
Bertindak atas kemampuan,
Do depends on your ability,
Kau boleh...kau boleh..
You can...You can....

Hmm,....This song will bring a lot of meaning for my heart since my childhood until i grown up now become a youth..

My Housemate...

Hari Raya Aidiladha will be coming and ... my activities with my housemate for Saturday evening....at Giant Sy13, Shah Alam..

Ok, actually just now i back from Giant Supermarket which is very near in front of our house, with my housemate,...Haida and Mimy... So, we plan to cook, our fauvourite cook, Spagetthi and keuw tiau soup... so, we plan to cook tomorrow. Hmm, after all the final exam and paper completed, so we just plan to cook... Before most of them go back for semester brake... For me, i still cannot go back, i have job to do...





I see both of my housemate was tired and sleep but the time was near with magrib...so, my plan to sleep was cancelled and ... i done and write something in my blog...





Next month, 8 December will be our Hari Raya Aidiladha Festival and that mean, i can go back for that week and visit my parents at hometown... I miss them. So, suddenly, i remember to the song...Aidilfitri song....hmm...eventhough it's a bit different among hari raya Aidilfitri and Aidiladha, but we still have the both spirit...the differences is only the month because hari raya, we're on Syawal,...aidiladha we on Zulhijjah... and one more thing, on aidilfitri we have fasting month a month before we celebrate Hari Raya, but for aidiladha, we not fasting...just we understand and feel the "sacrifices meaning" into the "Hari Raya Qurban"....





Ok, times up... Magrib will be 5 miniute more and i get to take a bath...and Solat insyaAllah...


So, I'll write in this blog when i free......

Weekend for the Semester Brake Season...

Actually, today is the first week of my semester brake, after I have finished my last paper for IMC 405 on 18 November 2008... Alhamdulillah, everything was over... But, I still hope for get the best result after I have good effort and study about 5 month.. I have to face all the challenges without feel a bit tension and boring...Instead, I feel happy, peace and enjoy for the daily of my class and lecture week...For next semester, I have to preapare the best rather than previous according to my last experiences and method on the last semester...and I hope for my good intension of my cluz... I hope to be an excellent person, but... I need to sacrifice at first.. It's nothing success without the effort and challenges at the first...

My Personality.....

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Assalammualaikum...w.b.t.,

Alhamdulillah,...I have a long time not write at this blog for my notes and for your reading... and it's provide about me.. So, today...I have chance to write down my personality for my blog after I have busy for my final exam preparation... and Hopefully, my result was great!...

Ok, when talk about myself there's nothing special actually.... we're same as human being,...we have our own ability and weakness. I have my happy life eventhough it's a simple life.. and I have to prepare for the bright future to through all the challenges life....such as studying...

I now still further for my Degree for 4 years for completeing my course Sc. Information System Management at University Technology of Mara, Malaysia, Shah Alam, at Puncak perdana Campus.

During my weekend I just like to spend for my reading such as novels, magazines, watching tv with my housemates, drawing sometimes depend on my mood and times,...normally, when I was too boring and need relaxing, i'll draw... that's very good for relaxation... Sometimes, I like to spend my time at the beach or garden for relaxing.. Sometimes at the weekend mostly, i joging.. and the regular activity which i have keep on track is "mohasabah diri"..that's mean i identify all my ability, weakness, and try to find a obtion and solution how to solve it.

As a normal human being, there's lie if we never do the mistakes, so... it's same with me... This motivated activity is very good and will bring a new strenghness to me especially for some secret and privacy things in our life...

To know exactly about me you can see of my web at : http://www.ainnurulaini08.webs.com/ it's all about me...

I also isn't very perfect person to be proud, it's still many weakness to improved... InsyaAllah, by "muhasabah diri" and motivated skill improvement from my inside sincere heart, i'll see the changing.